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About Me Member Wannabe Poet ashleymcgehee18/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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Fairy Tale in progressPain streaked down the boys back. It had never hurt this bad before. As he lay there in bed, he looked out his window into the night sky. The stars looked like small snowflakes, which dimpled a black blanket of night. The small stone window across from his bed framed the picturesque stars as if they were a masterpiece. He felt suddenly that it was, the beautiful painting of night.    This room was more familiar to him than anything in the world. He had slept here all eight years of his life. He knew every cranny, and crevice. He knew exactly how many steps it was from his bed to the curtained door. He could even tell you exactl Fairy Tale in progress
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laughed todayI laughed today,  I laughed because I couldn’t cry.   
Can’t bring to the surface,  What I feel deep inside.   
I laughed today,  I laughed because I couldn’t cry.   
Can’t feel the pain within me,  Couldn’t if I tired.   
I laughed today,  I laughed because I couldn’t cry.   
And seeing you,  Makes me feel this way inside.   
I laughed today... laughed today
by ~ashleymcgehee
upon a midsummer nights smokeIt came to her one night. It could have been the black twilight of the night sky. It could have been the smoke curling up from her un-touched cherry cigar. It could have been the breeze winding through her hair as she sat on her porch swing. She didn’t care what the cause, all she knew is that it had come to her right there at her apartment. She was very alone. The expectations she had laid out for herself had crumbled, she had failed to see the reality in her life. Experience told her survival was imminent, but the shock of the truth snatched the air from her corroded lungs.  
 She drew in a deep breath filling her chest with sweet upon a midsummer nights smoke
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I've been naughty
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Thu Apr 7, 2005, 3:50 PM
Well, since maybe one or two people in this entire universe read these damn things since robert and alex dont anymore, i dont seem to write as much. I'm irritated today with my own lack of balls is a guess an ok term. my perpetual state or moratorium. I cant seem to decide what i want to do with my life, or anything at all. I'm confused you see. Time is slowly running out and i;m not quite sure what i want to do. wether its stay here and work over the summer in flagstaff or go home to kingman, where peril awaits, but more financial freedom. see, if i stay here over summer it will be at least 700 dollars a month for rent (for a studio!) then 200 dollars for food, and then maybe 100 dollars for gas and thats if my parents still pay for insurance and my cell phone. soo a total of 1000 dollars a month to survive, thats at least 300 dollars a month to survive! equating into 10 dollars an hour for 30 hours a week! HOnestly, i dont nknow how people pay the bills! It doesnt seem to add up at all. see, if i stay on campus it will only be 398 dollars a month for housing but they rip you off with food and drink, i want to live of campus, for privacy and independence, but at the same time it costs so much money and then i wouldnt have all of my friends around because they would live on campus and my new boyfriend wont move in with me because he doesnt want to make a commitment like that and part of me goes why not because we are both independent adults going to college and if we got a studio together that would save alot of money, even a one bedroom together would still save alot of money, its not like we dont fucking sleep together right? am i freaking outn about this just a little too much? see i'm takking care of him right now because he has tonsilitis, and you know what, i'm sick to so its realy hard sometimes not to bite his head off, and he says that hes going to take me out when his tax refund gets here but for some reason i highly doubt it. he'll probably buy dynasty warriors 5 and not have enought money left and i'll bend over and take it like the fucking pussy i am because i cant stand up for myself. look, my mother threatened to disown me and so what do i do, bend over backwards to take it in the ass because i'm afriand of being abandoned. What the fuck is wrong with me? why is it that i'm being so god damn frustrated? well, for one, its because no one seems to understand what kind of stress i'm under. secretly on the inside i'm freaking out and i have no one to talk to. its justb plain annoying . fuck it.
going to to go die now in a big explosion
ash
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~cube60659 Dec 21, 2005, 1:02:35 PM
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"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane." quote from -->Marcus Aurelius
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~cube60659 May 29, 2005, 2:35:09 PM
sorry my not levave as soon as i thoght problems has arizin and im pissed

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"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane." quote from -->Marcus Aurelius
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~cube60659 May 18, 2005, 1:21:04 PM
where did you go any way 26 is graduation so if you are there ehh 29th is my graduatian/goingaway party centenial park 6:00 pm if you here cool by the way it is a pot luck so bring food and there will be food :)

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"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane." quote from -->Marcus Aurelius
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~cube60659 Apr 7, 2005, 12:52:09 PM
ware have you been

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"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane." quote from -->Marcus Aurelius
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~konnyanyanichiwa Mar 16, 2005, 10:47:41 PM
Ashley..... tis moi, Sarafu! :D :D :D

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"Naked time!"
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~emmcreations Mar 10, 2005, 3:33:55 AM
Hi, thanks for adding me to your friends.list!

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"If you're not confused, it's because you're not thinking straight".
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~sunchica Mar 3, 2005, 5:20:23 PM
hey there :)
thanks for the watch and the fav :hug:
hope you enjoy my gallery and my future works :)
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~ashleymcgehee Mar 3, 2005, 3:38:07 PM
i've been busy, realy busy,and realy lazy too
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~cube60659 Feb 27, 2005, 3:02:05 PM
you havint been on in a while ;\

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"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane." quote from -->Marcus Aurelius
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~cube60659 Feb 21, 2005, 12:55:44 PM
well becouse i rained i had to re sceduale my captur the flag any way it will be on a much more warmer and not so wet day ok so i will keep you informed ok ---j.a.n.e.t=will

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"The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane." quote from -->Marcus Aurelius
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